Sometimes Hallelujah!

Thots & What Knots

Ya know... I am so Far from being perfect. I struggle with Depression every day... Sometimes Several Times a Day. I give in to Faulty Believes that I am No good and Not worth much... But Guess What!~~~ God does not see me that way. He sees us through Jesus Christ who Spread out his arms for us. We are COvered by the Blood of Christ.

I have been tortured inside... Very Troubled. I needed... Desperately Needed to be at church, but working the Night shift has not always made me aggreable to going. Today I did... And I fell Down on my face and Cried and Prayed with the Pastor. A lady whom I did not know came up and prayed over me. She said that she was Called to come up to me... Turns out she suffers from Depression to. I still suffer from Depression... It is a Disease,. a Dis Ease... But God is Gracious and Has Promised to be with me... ALways.

Ya know what, I got a wonderful gift after church. I had parked in front of a bush. The Bush had one flower, a Morning Glory (I think) white and Pure. It was as if God wanted me to have it.... As if He were saying... "I see you Whiter than snow..Because of Jesus. And I Love you. This is a Token of my Love~

Sooo

Sometimes Allelujah, Sometimes Praise the Lord!


Blessings

Lazy

Do ever feel lazy??

Well, I feel lazy, that is Lazy to do the chores that I am s'posed to do. I got up early this morning. Did some computer work, and then snuck back into bed with Hubby. Snuggled down tight with all my Bears!!! (One can never has too many Bears!) then I slept deep and good for another 3 hrs!!! I got up again at noon... ate cereal and did some on-line surveys. Meanwhile... my chores stared at me... beconing. I ignored the 1/2 folded laundry put hastily on the sofa. I squelched my desire to vacuum downstairs, and also the long time chore of power washing the front porch.

So, here I sit... in my lazy boy chair... looking out the window at a very "inauspious day" as Momma would say. I am feeling so warm... so Fuzzy.So at peace. Hubby is sleeping on the sofa in front of me. My Girl is downstairs with the stereo/computer blasting. My kittis have snuggled up to me on several occasions. I am PHATTTT!!! I am grateful. I have a wonderful little Home... A Special Family... my Pets are my kids also... I live in a Free Country. I am Not being persecuted for my Faith, or the Colour of my Skin. I have Food to eat and clothes to wear. and I have the Wonderful LUXURY of being Just Plain LAZY!!!

Yesterday, while doing yard work... I stopped... lay down on the grass, spread my arms and closed my eyes. I became part of nature... hearing the birds, and the wind... feeling the warmth of the sun, and the coolness of the breeze..... What a Gift!!!

Thank God for the ability to be Lazy... Thank You Lord, for All the Gifts you have bestowed on us... A Home, Food, Clothes... and most of all Your Love.

A Time for Renewal

Each day we are given a fresh 24 hours to renew and begin again. How many times do we take that opportunity to forgive, to forget, to move on. I KNOW that I don't. So many days, and nites run into each other... It is nearly June, and I am barely getting over some of the pains from December. Time Flys!!!

It has been said "Yesterday is History, Tomorrow is a Mystery, and Today is a Present... It is a Gift!"

Lord, let me start each day remembering that you are in charge... That you hold me in You have given me Your hand. Let me begin each day with a Prayer... First of Thanksgiving- that You have given me SOOO MUCH~. And then to pray for my self and my Spouse and family members.... That we will Live each day as if it were our Last, So that You be glorfied.

"Today is the Day that the Lord has made, let us give thanks and be Glad in it!"

Shalom

ots & What Knots

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Hugs

Hugs are Great. I am one that Needs to Give & Receive them... A LOT!!! I have many to Give... Some people are not "Huggy" People... This does not make them Bad or Insecure, or even UnFeeling. Perhaps they have never really been Hugged themselves. Perhaps they are scared.... Or perhaps they just don't know how. There are Many Different kind of Hugs. There is the Voice Hug, which makes the Receiver feel warm and cuddled even though the Hug iscoming over a phone.

There is a Congratulatory Hug, An " I Miss you" Hug. A "Please Don't Leave me!" Hug.... There are Hugs that say "I Love you" and I Forgive You... and Hugs that say: I'm sorry

The Most wonderful Hug of all came from Jesus. Someone asked Jesus how much he Loves us.... :This Much", He said... Spread out His arms and He died! Thank You Lord for Dying in My place!

Thots & What Knots

Thots & What Knots


God.... Thank You for Being Here with me... For Loving me and Helping me through this sometimes Painful,but Beautiful Life. Help me to be attune to you today... and as I work Tonite.

Please Bless my Family... and Help me, and Each of us to be a Blessing to Others.

In Jesus Name

Dedicated to THE BEARMAN

"What kind of Day was it:
It wasn't a Good Day,
It wasn't a Bad Day...
It was just another Day....
Like any Other,
filled with those events that
Alter and Illuminate our Lives..." WlH

William Lincoln Hutchins (BILL) left this earth on Thursday nite the 5th of May. He was, and always will be, my Bearman 9/1934 -5/2005.

Thank you Bears for Touching my Life~ I am so Grateful to God that have been my FRIEND and Family My Soul!
May you Sing with the Angels and Soar on to new hieghts!