IN THE DEEP RECESSES OF MY SOUL,
MY HEART CRIES OUT TO YOU
FOR
JUST ONE MORE
TOUCH OF YOU.
IN MY DREAMS I PULL YOU CLOSE
HOLDING YOU IN
REALIZING THAT WHEN
(AND IF) I AWAKE
I MUST LET GO...
RELEASE YOU TO THE
HEAVENS
YOU ARE NO MORE
NOT HERE
NOT HEAR
ALONE IN THIS PAIN
NO ONE CAN TOUCH
NO ONE CAN SEE
CHEST HURTS
HEART HEAVY
EYES DOWNCAST
MEMORIES CHANGE
NO FREEDOM BRINGS
FEELINGS ARE A PERSONA
NOW
ghostly apparitions
phantoms of Nevermore
or maybe
never quite was.
DAMMIT! DAMN IT!!!
where are You now??
Why the nothingness
when i reach out to you
You are not HERE
so many times
i do not want
to go on
with out You
you
have
moved on
i am still
here
only the memories
sustain this pain.
I cannot
I WILL NOT
let you go!
(c) jodyB -
May 21, 2007
