For the Bearman

YESTERDAYS & 1000 TOMORROWS

Forever & Beyond. Bearman... on May 5th this
year, you had been gone from earth for an entire year. It is hard to live
with out you... without talking with you and touching Base with you.... AHHHH I
miss you so!!!

You are my Sunshine, my onliest Sunshine,
You make me happy when skies are grey
You;ll Never know Bears, how much I love
You
Please don't take my Bearman away...

But you went away sometime during the nite of May 5,
2005. You were a fighter, and you fought long and hard against the battle
of cancer. Yet, you were still able to reach out to those you loved.
How many times did you help Bobbie and me when we were in distress. How
many times did you reach out to my very disfunctional family.

Bearman.... I Love You, I willl Always love you.. There
are parts of me that no one else can ever have... because those parts belong to
you alone. But, this past year, although it has been a painful and
extremely frustrating one, this past 4 months have been a new beginning for
Bobbie and me. He is my Best Friend. Just like he has to be... Just
like you said. He is the person I want to be with the most.

Still I miss you... I will Always Love you.... THe
memories come flooding back and I wish for one more time to be with you, to hold
you... to fuzzy you up... to make you know the depth of gratitude I have for
you.

I Love you!

Forever and Beyond.