ONCE AGAIN ITS YOU

IN THE DEEP RECESSES OF MY SOUL,
MY HEART CRIES OUT TO YOU
FOR
JUST ONE MORE
TOUCH OF YOU.

IN MY DREAMS I PULL YOU CLOSE
HOLDING YOU IN
REALIZING THAT WHEN
(AND IF) I AWAKE
I MUST LET GO...
RELEASE YOU TO THE
HEAVENS

YOU ARE NO MORE
NOT HERE
NOT HEAR
ALONE IN THIS PAIN
NO ONE CAN TOUCH
NO ONE CAN SEE

CHEST HURTS
HEART HEAVY
EYES DOWNCAST

MEMORIES CHANGE
NO FREEDOM BRINGS
FEELINGS ARE A PERSONA
NOW

ghostly apparitions
phantoms of Nevermore
or maybe
never quite was.

DAMMIT! DAMN IT!!!
where are You now??
Why the nothingness
when i reach out to you

You are not HERE
so many times
i do not want
to go on

with out You

you
have
moved on

i am still
here

only the memories
sustain this pain.

I cannot

I WILL NOT

let you go!

(c) jodyB -

May 21, 2007