I HAVE LOVED YOU

I HAVE LOVED YOU

I have loved you

For Oh so long it seems

with tears, ‘n’ fears and

Sadness of not having you

Here with me

I have loved you

For Oh so long

not knowing Who you are

or even What you would be

yet knowing that somehow

you are a Part of me

I have loved you

For Oh so long and

Dreamed of holding you

in my arms close to my heart

and lulling you to sleep

I have loved you

For Oh so long

without a picture

an image to show or

even an Identity

I have loved you

For Oh so long and

Finally knowing

That you ARE

And we will be Family

I have loved you

For Oh so long

My little One

My only Son

My Ezra!

 

I have loved you

For Oh so long

Knowing you will be

God’s Help in life

And such a

Help to me!

I have loved you

For Oh so long

crying tears of insanity

as political forces,

barriers and seas

keep you so far away

from me

I have loved you

For Oh so long

My Son

Hold on!

and one day soon

We are coming

Come Hell or high water

To bring you home

To be

our family

©jodyB

June 2, 2010

I HAVE LOVED YOU FOR OH SO LONG

I HAVE LOVED YOU







I have loved you


For Oh so long it seems


with tears, ‘n’ fears and


Sadness of not having you


Here with me






I have loved you


For Oh so long


not knowing Who you are


or even What you would be


yet knowing that somehow


you are a Part of me






I have loved you


For Oh so long and


Dreamed of holding you


in my arms close to my heart


and lulling you to sleep






I have loved you


For Oh so long


without a picture


an image to show or


even an Identity






I have loved you


For Oh so long and


Finally knowing


That you ARE


And we will be Family






I have loved you


For Oh so long


My little One


My only Son


My Ezra!






I have loved you


For Oh so long


Knowing you will be


God’s Help in life


And such a


Help to me!






I have loved you


For Oh so long


crying tears of insanity


as political forces,


barriers and seas


keep you so far away


from me










I have loved you


For Oh so long


My Son


Hold on!


and one day soon


We are coming


Come Hell or high water


To bring you home


To be


our family










©jodyB


June 2, 2010

BUT...YOU DON'T KNOW ME

BUT YOU DON’T KNOW ME




I flitter, I twirl, I dance
But…you don’t know me
my heart cries out
my soul bleeds
my hunger insatiable
But…you don’t know me


I go on Mindtrips
Lost in my head
Looking for yesterdays
That never were
Or were some how
wrapped
In barbed wire
With pretty yellow roses
and purple satin trim
But…you don’t know me

I have songs inside
Inside me lives a
muse ..
dying for recognition
trying to come out and
play before you
But…you don’t know me
I have a spirit
That loves the Aba FATHER
and so LONGS for
you to know Him
so I can share that part
that special Part of me
But…you don’t know me

Sometimes I live
In HELL
With the Fire burning
and the flames seducing
but there seems no
one cares or hears
my screams
And
you don’t Hear me

i wish i could dance
with you
and hold you tight
My Hero, my Knight
I wish I could bring
You close to my Soul and
KNOW you are really there
And I have tried to
Let you in
to my most intimate me
Yet still

you don’t know me

©jodyB

June 1, 2010¬

I HAVE LOVED YOU FOR OH SO LONG

I HAVE LOVED YOU







I have loved you


For Oh so long it seems


with tears, ‘n’ fears and

Sadness of not having you

Here with me






I have loved you


For Oh so long


not knowing Who you are


or even What you would be


yet knowing that somehow


you are a Part of me

I have loved you


For Oh so long and


Dreamed of holding you


in my arms close to my heart


and lulling you to sleep






I have loved you


For Oh so long


without a picture


an image to show or


even an Identity






I have loved you


For Oh so long and


Finally knowing


That you ARE


And we will be Family






I have loved you


For Oh so long


My little One


My only Son


My Ezra!






I have loved you


For Oh so long


Knowing you will be


God’s Help in life


And such a


Help to me!






I have loved you


For Oh so long


crying tears of insanity


as political forces,


barriers and seas


keep you so far away


from me










I have loved you


For Oh so long


My Son


Hold on!


and one day soon


We are coming


Come Hell or high water


To bring you home


To be


our family










©jodyB

June 2, 2010