Once again its you

Once again its you
In the deep recesses of my soul,

my heart cries out to you

for just one more touch of you.

In my dreams i pull you close holding you in
realizing that when (and if) i awake i must let go..

.Release you to the heavens

you

are no more

not here.. can’t hear you
And I remain

alone in this pain no one can touch no one can see





chest hurts heart heavy

eyes downcast memories change
Kaleidoscope images no freedom

feelings are a persona now

ghostly apparitions phantoms of nevermore or maybe never quite was



Damn it! Damn it!!!

Where are you now??

Why the nothingness when i reach out

to you - you are not here

so many times i do not want to go on with out you

you have moved on

i am still here with only memories

and still the PAIN

i cannot

i will not

let you go!



(c) jodyB -may 21, 2007